the esoterics of ladytao

aimlessly i wonder in this vast universe, with either too much to say and never getting in a word edgewise. always being the listener and helping others with their life changing adventures. always being heard but not helped in returned. it's a selfless job but i guess if this is my destiny then i'm the persona to do it.

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legal assistant,dispatcher,bartender,single parent,teacher,crafter,artist,jack of all trades, master of none,having to do just about anything to survive, with the exception of selling myself for my morality and dignity. i am a wholesome person, truthful, and lustful for life and love more so than most i think because it keeps getting me in trouble, but when i die i can truly say i loved, i lusted, and most of all i lived life, don't get me wrong, i've done it with class. i have feasted as the tiger i am, i've charmed many with a simple smile without ever having to take my clothes off, but then life isn't learned until you've made a few mistakes, and there are very few i regret.

Saturday, June 17, 2006

inspiration of pain

the esoterics of ladytao

wow, how do you recover after such a out pouring of your soul which is a direct result of pain from the heart more so than the soul.
such clarity of what the plan of destiny has been laid out if you really think about it.
the man we all worship had to experience pain in the most upmost way for us to understand his message.
we do have the messages of the GOD'S inherently ingrained in all of us.
i find that after such an out pouring of the soul,
like the spring rain it brings such clarity and newness that nothing can compare to the answer that was received.
this is the silence and beauty i've experienced when i have achieved ultimate bliss through meditation of the mind.
at this point nothing more can be said, until the next painful or joyful experience happens.
so until then

2 Comments:

Blogger the humble student said...

You know, That makes alot of sense... pain only makes us stronger. Look at what it did for HIM... And I know it's ok to feel the things I do, sometimes it feels like I'm being a "judas" for lack of a better term...thanks for everything

June 17, 2006 9:33 PM  
Blogger ladytao said...

even Judas learned from his mistake, for lack of judgement that for every action there is a reaction. no thanks is needed , the thanks is in the learning.

June 18, 2006 7:30 AM  

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