angry love:

is it worth it and can we survive it.

abuse of the soul, mind and body.

we live for it and we die for it.

we can't help ourselves because we keep going back.

we go back because we need to fix the wrong that excites us, that part of us that makes us feel alive.

the part that feels, but when we go seeking feelings more often than not we end up with pain.

and pain is a chain reaction, one that never ceases to explain why we hurt the ones we love.

borrowed time by cakehole presley

this is the perfect song,
interesting name for an artist
the melody will definitely put you in a space that feels like your a traveling gypsy, roaming over hills and going from one village to the next, in covered wagons.......
that's the life
no worries..........

gratitude

the esoterics of ladytao
gratitude is an attitude,
we expect too much from individuals when we give something to them.
we think them to be less of us because they ask for something from us,
that would be because those individuals have the nerve, the gall to ask favors of us,
"how dare they, don't they realize i have something better to do"
or better yet;
"how dare they, they should have planned better"
so then I ask how can we expect anything less when we are treated as such.

creating One's SELF

http://blog.myspace.com/esotericsofladytao

we don't realize how much we re-create ourselves on a daily basis.
that is why we need a good nites sleep so we can re-invent ourselves.
that is why sometimes we feel as if we don't know who we are when we awaken.

we are given a chance to wake up and start over every morning,
so we goofed up,
so we fell on our face in front of a dozen people,
only we can fix what we wronged or we can be stubborn and keep re-living the event of the past.
so i say to you GOOD MORNING,
today i shall put my best foot forward and move into the next phase of my life no matter what that may be.

knowing the truth

the esoterics of ladytao
knowing the truth and knowing what's going to be
not always a good thing,
not always a bad thing,

it's no wonder why so many of us are in denial.

knowing, doing, accepting
too much work for most people.

it's just easier to have someone else tell us what we already know.
don't you think???????