the esoterics of ladytao

aimlessly i wonder in this vast universe, with either too much to say and never getting in a word edgewise. always being the listener and helping others with their life changing adventures. always being heard but not helped in returned. it's a selfless job but i guess if this is my destiny then i'm the persona to do it.

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legal assistant,dispatcher,bartender,single parent,teacher,crafter,artist,jack of all trades, master of none,having to do just about anything to survive, with the exception of selling myself for my morality and dignity. i am a wholesome person, truthful, and lustful for life and love more so than most i think because it keeps getting me in trouble, but when i die i can truly say i loved, i lusted, and most of all i lived life, don't get me wrong, i've done it with class. i have feasted as the tiger i am, i've charmed many with a simple smile without ever having to take my clothes off, but then life isn't learned until you've made a few mistakes, and there are very few i regret.

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

OTHERSIDE OF THE COIN: fulfilling promises

the esoterics of ladytao: fulfilling promises
it has been brought to my attention that even though my thoughts may be so;
"Eventually we will find (mostly in retrospect, of course) that we can be very grateful to those people who have made life most difficult for us.-" (true, true)
Ayya Khema, "When the Iron Eagle Flies"
we must also give gratitude to those who bring us such grief, because they make us angry which forces us to confront a part of ourselves that we rarely like to admit is there.
ultimately we ask ourselves what brought about this burst of frustration?
so once again the lesson begins and we seek out in ourselves,where it all began so that we may better understand ourselves.
thank you for teaching me not to hate you
thank you for teaching me to tame my anger
thank you for teaching me i do love you
thank you for teaching me to be a better student

2 Comments:

Blogger the humble student said...

:) warm fuzzies extended to my favorite person!

July 02, 2006 12:57 PM  
Blogger Unknown said...

True, these lessons have been learned and I do thank the person's responsible, but at the same time when a harsh and cruel lesson has been learned the bridge is burned and its better left that way. On the other hand if its a small lesson you have learned, you know how to not repeat the same lesson with the "teacher".

July 02, 2006 7:12 PM  

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