the esoterics of ladytao

aimlessly i wonder in this vast universe, with either too much to say and never getting in a word edgewise. always being the listener and helping others with their life changing adventures. always being heard but not helped in returned. it's a selfless job but i guess if this is my destiny then i'm the persona to do it.

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legal assistant,dispatcher,bartender,single parent,teacher,crafter,artist,jack of all trades, master of none,having to do just about anything to survive, with the exception of selling myself for my morality and dignity. i am a wholesome person, truthful, and lustful for life and love more so than most i think because it keeps getting me in trouble, but when i die i can truly say i loved, i lusted, and most of all i lived life, don't get me wrong, i've done it with class. i have feasted as the tiger i am, i've charmed many with a simple smile without ever having to take my clothes off, but then life isn't learned until you've made a few mistakes, and there are very few i regret.

Sunday, July 02, 2006

left alone to our own de-vices

the esoterics of ladytao
how often we wish to be left to our own vises.
so we can do exactly what we wish
so we can go exactly where we want
we travel so far away;
mentally, emotionally draining all those who care for us
with no concern of the future or its consequences.

so we wish to be left alone because the family and friends who love to mettle can no longer help.
so to HELL with them all
as the heart breaks with every thought and tongue lashing that comes uncontrolling out of our mind and mouth.
we can't seem to control what drives us to dis-associate ourselves from those whom we really want to save us from ourselves.

1 Comments:

Blogger the humble student said...

I think we can't handle the fact that we just might need saving from ourselves...but i also think we need to save ourselves, no one else can do it for us, no matter how much others want to help,like you said, we must first help ourselves to help others, and most of the time the ones trying to help in fact need help themselves.

July 02, 2006 10:00 PM  

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