the esoterics of ladytao

aimlessly i wonder in this vast universe, with either too much to say and never getting in a word edgewise. always being the listener and helping others with their life changing adventures. always being heard but not helped in returned. it's a selfless job but i guess if this is my destiny then i'm the persona to do it.

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legal assistant,dispatcher,bartender,single parent,teacher,crafter,artist,jack of all trades, master of none,having to do just about anything to survive, with the exception of selling myself for my morality and dignity. i am a wholesome person, truthful, and lustful for life and love more so than most i think because it keeps getting me in trouble, but when i die i can truly say i loved, i lusted, and most of all i lived life, don't get me wrong, i've done it with class. i have feasted as the tiger i am, i've charmed many with a simple smile without ever having to take my clothes off, but then life isn't learned until you've made a few mistakes, and there are very few i regret.

Thursday, July 06, 2006

the hunger for what we can not have

the esoterics of ladytao
we search and search and all we seem to end up with is fool's gold.
almost at the end of the rainbow and suddenly as quickly as it appears, it disappears.
just as love comes so easily for one, understanding what we have is often too late.

yet the GODS take pity on us
or do they just tease us with what we are not destined to have.

i think they take pity on us,
they know how lonely it is ,
but what we get to keep is usually not what we had hope for, because deep down inside we don't feel like we have earned the right to be happy.

so we take what comes our way as if it were a handout from the GODS above,
while deep inside we crave and hunger for what our neighbor has, not knowing they too crave and hunger for what they do not have.

1 Comments:

Blogger the humble student said...

I think they thouroghly tease me just for kicks and grins, I think they are amused at my life and reaction to things...but that's ok, somebody might as well get a laugh now and then...:) and i'm still digging up fools gold...

July 07, 2006 2:37 AM  

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